I’m not going to bore you with stories of "I knew this in advance and I could have told you so" – because this is what I share with just about all my friends and acquaintances lately: when Germany promised to help Greece with credits some months ago by issuing guarantees – - it was SAID – these guarantees would never be needed anyway – it all served just to help Greece to cheaper credit.

FACT – everyone – everybody and his brother – KNEW – this was a big fat LIE – (chancellor Angela Merkel will pay for that – mind my words yet another sad prediction – yes – fortune teller – that’s my REAL CALLING ???) and Greece would come back and DRAW THESE GUANRANTEES and ask for money from Germany and the International Monetary Fund. And – EVERYBODY KNEW – just our politicians did not?  Now – I beg your pardon?

And when you hear the 100dredth story of a woman forgiving her husband’s philandering in mid-life crisis or before – and tries to get on with marriage but it STILL does not work – not REALLY – what’s the surprise? We could have TOLD HER SO YEARS AGO – but we did not want to take all hope from her??>In short – we did not want to be NEGATIVE — because negative thinking is self fulfilling — and all that?

And when I think for the last 5 decades I’ve been slaving my arse off while the Greek were but working 3 hours a day and the rest of the time – burying their feet in the nice hot sand living a good life – because they NEVER paid taxes – but I had to work DOUBLE AS MUCH AS I NEEDED TO  to (=to support my life) = to live – because half of my income went straight into taxes – and now – all this MONEY is going to Greece – to feed those currupt fat cats who have stolen all the money in the 1st place??

I cant’t help it — often I think it would be better off NOT  knowing what government is doing with our money- realising that we – the public – only learn =  know 25% anyway..the rest is well hidden under "miscellaneouse expenses" – and if we were to know all these – our toenails would turn upwards —

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There is only ONE moment when I thought that my tax money was well spent: I was watching a splended and really FORMIDABLE fireworks show in Spain -VALENCIA -  on occasion of European Business Meeting of Small Entrepreneurs – of which Valencia was the Host of – and even the Crown Price of Spain – Juan Carlos – was present – but he did not impress me, really – what impressed me – this MODERN + FORWARD CITY HAD A WOMAN AS  Major – for Spain – this is a sensation – and what a woman this was – and this was actually HEART MOVING – and I thought – yes – I know that all this is – fireworks – is costing a fortune – I know that its money into the air and GONE in the next moment – but it’s BEAUTIFUL – its 15min of PURE BLISS AND HAPPYNESS – and I’m happy that my tax money has contributed to all this.

So – fireworks comes close to having an orgasm – it’s just a few seconds of bliss – knowing it can cost you dearly – but you would not miss it for the "world"???

Because – when all this other millions of my tax money is GONE – I see nothing and experience NO HAPPINESS – it’s just GONE – gone to aid African countries but actually landing in the pockets of chieftains who have golden toilets and 20 wives and 200 children- and all of them are educated FREE OF CHARGE  on our universities – because their own country is TOO POOR to have a good one of their own – because this very chieftain stole all the money for his private pocket instead of "for all" – when these people mean "for all" – they mean "their clan" their family – and the rest can rot in the street, as far as they are concerned….gone to some idiotic Islamic families in Afghanistan – which I don’t care about – and as far as Pakistan is concerned – they should be put back under <Indian government – because these people KNOW how to treat those "I’M CHIEF OF THE WORLD  and if its only 5 villages" idiots and they would squash them for good – India KNOWS how to deal with that – while we Europeans and Amiercans DO NOT !! – We should give all this aid + money to India – which is also  CORRUPT – BUT NOT SO 100% CORRUPT – ONLY MAYBE 60% !!India strives to play a major role in the world – we should give them a chance – I’m confident they would solve a lot of problems much better – and much cheaper!!

Why should WE pay for these "big chiefs" for ever and feed their greedy millions of children – all we are teaching them is: it’s far happier to TAKE money from idiots like us – than to work for your own – and never mention to "give" money – this will never be their goal in life – they’ll be the TAKERS for EVER !! They may become "re-distributors" at best….take money from people Mafia style – and re-distribute it to recruit their killers and slaves—

So – sad as it may sound – that- those fireworks – was the only singular moment when I tought like this–THIS MOMENT  – nobody can take it away from me – it’s here and now!

And I’m SICK  and tired of hoping for a future – a better world – that will never come! I’m in fact – TIRED OF HOPE !

I’ve read a statistic – that when a person grows 70 year old – he’s only had 6,5 days of accumulated orgasms – whereby from this 60% were feigned —

I shall not comment on this further – but it’s depressing – so THANKS GOD FOR FIREWORKS – is all my reply !!

so folks – it’s your turn now to cheer me up – tell me GOOD  inspirational stories – to get me out of my European Blues !! 

PS- and don’t you think my Blues are European alone – being a citicen of the WORLD you should know by now – in the end – Americans pay for EVERYTHING  – that goes wrong – so – YOU  are NEXT !!

Yours with a twinkle in the eye

Bonny